Music is Life is Food

I invest a lot of myself into people as they are probably what I hold most dear in my life but as I get older it seems that doing so was most of the time foolish. I would never mind in the least spending my time or money on people I held dear or help in any little way I can in any of your typical “that’s what friends are for” situations but I’d say about eighty percent of the time it’s one sided. I’m not mad or upset with any of these people but kind I do feel sheepish in the fact that I felt this childish loyalty to a lot of people that I don’t even see or hear from anymore. The problem however is that my blind trust in those around me has been shaken. I’ve noticed myself detaching myself and being more… Hardened? to people leaving my life whether it be friends who’s lifestyles I cannot follow anymore or people leaving church. Those being the big two. When I started being a better boy it was a hard transition leaving my boys (though one followed me to church which I’m thankful for) though the new lifestyle and trying hard to somehow find a god centered life has been the best part of my life so far I found that same sadness each time one of the many left church. Since then I found myself in this funny place where it’s happened so much that I dont care so much anymore. A good example would be not asking Dan bahk to come to church anymre. He’s not the best friend I’ve ever had but I had that hardcore loyalty to him even though it was clearly one sided (that asshole disappeared for months at a time). I would always just one day feel like “I haven’t seen bahk in a while I should give him a ring” now I’m honestly a little worried about him probably for nothing but find myself not calling or not caring anywhere near the way I used to. I’m also questioning my motives to why I was so emotionally invested into people that most would just consider acquaintances. I guess its possible I’m just a pansy having growing pains. Thought I admit it does have therapeutic value venting as I lay on my couch rapidly typing on my phone. Im gonna go eat my pizza now ttyl

dkyuk:

Lie: God loves you just the way you are.
Truth: God loves you despite the way you are.

Ignant Jesus People.//

redkid:

The definition of why Korean Christians are ridiculous.

Don’t tell me my prior plans are against God’s will because I can’t teach your son the drums on the same day.

Fuck you.

Microsoft is G

Navigator, the first popular graphical Internet browser, used Java technology that was able to run on a variety of platforms. When Navigator was introduced, Microsoft Corporation perceived a threat to its dominance of the operating-system market. Microsoft developed a competing browser, Internet Explorer (IE), and then began to require computer makers that wanted to install the Windows operating system to install IE and exclude Navigator. Microsoft also included codes in Windows that would cripple the operating system if IE was deleted and paid Internet service providers to distribute IE and exclude Navigator. Because of this pattern of exclusionary conduct, a court found that Microsoft was guilty of monopolization. The court reasoned that Microsoft’s pattern of conduct could be rational only if the firm knew that it possessed monopoly power.